just to add on...

and to Jason..n if u still read this..i really hope u learn to respond to my insecurities sometimes thru small acts like calling me,asking how im doing,dating me n so..since we r already NOT able to meet that often,without me always have to remind you n make me sound so demanding.

often it makes me wonder have i grow to be demanding,or u r just slipping in the comfort of our relationship n 'forget' how u set up to b when we first started.

and now..i wonder how many gals feel the same?